1st February 2010(Monday)
Hello there..it’s been awhile..haha..thanx for those who is still enjoying my blog eventhough I haven’t came up with some new stories to tell for these past few weeks..it’s just unavoidable..i’ve been preparing for my midterms examinations..sort of actually..my midterm holidays was on the 22nd of January till the 1st of February..i didn’t happen to be having a lot of activities during that period of holiday..i just simply relaxing at home most of the time(since I don’t have money)..the only time i did go out from my house was during the evenings and some in the morning..jogging actually..haha..i did noticed that I have been putting in a lot of weight..so I just can’t let that dominate me..i am still getting to know the actual dietary or in other word is the right food so that I can maintain to decrease my weight..
Orait,Here’s a story fo y’all..haha..this is a true story actually..some might just laugh to what I shall say n some I guess just won’t believe..haha..i was an athletic type of person during my days in secondary school..i love playing football and have been playing since I was 6 years old..but I was never a pro in this..however ,i was a sprinter..100m,200m,4x100m and 4x200m..i was also involved in long jumps and also bullet throw(lontar peluru)..=D..this is during my lower secondary form..and during my high secondary form I am involved in volleyball, plays takraw in several occasion, handball and futsals..during those days I can still remember how much I love playing those games..haha..but I still haven’t got the chance to play rugby..to be honest I do have that desire to play rugby..but I guess it is a bit late to start playing by now..haha..i didn’t mean to brag anything about my past..but actually this was my past..i play so much that I can maintain an average weight of 75kg..now??..haha..i haven’t weigh myself for the last 3 years..so to be honest I don’t know my weight now..but I can still use my previous weight
rite?..haha..=D..so, if u ask me how much I weigh, I’ll answer 75kg..haha
5th of February 2010(Friday)
I’m 21 at last..haha..wow guys..i’m actually getting older..haha..it did make me to think again about the past and how much I have been developing myself and shaping myself into.. I missed my past..how much We hoped to be young but the fact of life is that people ages and we can never turn the time around..so those memories and experience should be a guidance towards the future and also present life..i was thankful that some of my friends did remember my birthday and also wishes me during that day..i would like to convey my deepest thank you to all of you..
Well, i was actually looking forward for my birthday for the last 3 months..the period whereby I still felt to be cared and happy with my life..how much I wanted to spend my days with that special person..but, all of that is just plans and fate or life doesn’t always go well with time..there always up’s and down’s..it still gives an impact to me and yet I haven’t fully able to get over it..still..i did hope that she still remembers my birthday and at least wishes me..just as a token of appreciation..but I have to accept the reality too that it’s over between us and to get on with my life..but still my heart hopes for something.. =’(
Thankfully my mind doesn’t think much bout those things mentioned above today because I have to prepare myself for 3 straight midterm papers..statics , electronics and calculus 2..3 core subject’s examination in the weekend..preparing for it is a pain in the ass actually..but,i just don’t want the history to repeat itself again this semester.. =D
There is another thing that still bothers me thou, is that I got this reward from celcom whereby they give users the privilege to call anybody within its network for free during ur birthday..well, usually if you all got this kind of reward for sure u’ll call your friends or ‘aweks’ and ‘boypren’ maybe when ever you got the sparetime..but for me..i just don’t know who to call..i’m single so I don’t have the term ‘gayut sydrome’ yet for the time being..so,who to call??..is it the person that I just know for less than 1 week?..ermm..mybe my classmates in IIUM..haha..i’ll be seeing them tomorrow man..i do want to call some of my friends from my highschool..but then, I don’t have their numbers and even if I have, they are using another phone network..calling them cost me..damn!..i’m bored…hurmmm..try calling a girl that the last time you did talk to her is to apologize her for ur mistake which is the last 6 years ago and during that time, you did have feelings for her..DAMN!..that is awkward..for sure u’ll be having a moment of silence as if an angel walk past by u after talking for 4 or 5 minutes and then u’ll be trying desperately thinking of a topic to get her back in the mood..hahahaha..missed that kind of moment but I guess I’m not ready to be in that situation yet..hahah..looking forward for what kind of future that holds me..=)